Thursday, October 4, 2012

You Love Me But I Love Him

Today is National Poetry Day somewhere in the world (it's trending on twitter). Here's a poem I wrote from when I still wasn't using Olay Anti-Aging Cream.. Ü

You Love Me But I Love Him
written: April 4, 2006 - 10:42 am

my phone's ringing, it's you again
you ask me how my day went
blabbing, ranting, lying
about my whereabouts, my life, about him


should i anwer your questions?
how would you feel?
should i show you my emotions?
am i going to hurt you again?


you love me but I love him
adore me, i adore him

you wanna see me, i wanna see him
you dream of me, i dream of him..

how could love be so unfair?

When we were together he was there too
I would've chosen him if i only knew
But it was too late, you're already there
If only he told me about his feelings, if only everything's clear


why can't you be him?
how would I feel?
I showed my emotions..
did I hurt you again?

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

My Top Fashionistas

Theirs are the products I lust. Their style is what I admire. Here are my top fashionistas:

Carrie Bradshaw - Who hasn't seen Sex and the City yet? SHE IS FASHION.I can't even categorize her style as preppy, futuristic, quirky, girly, rocker chic,sophisticated, sexy, hippie, etc. because she can be all that! And for me, that's how Fashion (and Music) should be. It should be both fun and limitless . I can't imagine her stuck in a fashion rut. It's like, you'll never know what her next outfit would be. If she has a fashion blog, I would definitely be the first to subscribe.
So, us mortals can't really wear what she's wearing below, can we? What Ms. Bradshaw should teach us though is to not be afraid to try something new (I even try sexy dressing once in a while), be confident, and just have fun with it!


Gwen Stefani - The queen of Rocker Chic dressing - and flat abs, and red lips. She is oozing with coolness. I don't know how she does it but she makes cargo pants with a corset top look perfect. No one else could pull that off. She mixes and matches everything, with her signature red lips.
I'd like to think that I am a dare-dresser myself but of course I am not as daring as Queen Gwen - not even close. And to be honest, the reason is because I can't pull-off a "daring" look most of the time. If I could, I really would. Then you'd see me with spoons and forks on my clothes, stones and pebbles on my hair, that'd be funny. Ha-ha!
So from Gwen, instead of drastically daring to dress-up, why not start with wearing red lipstick instead? If you don't know what suits you then CosmoGirl has the answer, just click on this link: http://www.girlscosmo.com/tips-for-choosing-the-perfect-red-lipstick-for-your-skin-tone/

 Victoria Beckham - Clean, Sophisticated, and Classy. Well, first of all, I don't agree on her No-Smiling rule at all. Second, she's too thin. Third, the woman can't sing, and she admitted it herself. But man can she dress! "Impeccable" is , I think, the perfect word to describe the way she dresses. Sexy in a very subtle way. Simple (and I don't mean this by brand) yet unforgettable. One not-so-good thing about the way she dresses is that it's predictable. She wears the same outfit pattern almost all the time (see pics below).
VB's fashion is I think the easiest to pull-off (but definitely not the cheapest to buy). The formula is just Classic Clothing + Chunky Earring/Watch/Neckpiece + High Heels (loubies preferrably) + Classic Bag (Birkin preferrably).

 Jennifer Lopez - Sexy, Luxurious, and Fly - although there's really nothing for her to work much on because she is already very sexy, which is one of many proofs that life, indeed, is unfair. I'd kill for her body and skin! The woman looks expensive (unfortunately, not when she was still starting). Sometimes, she wears the chunkiest and ginormous earrings and neckpieces together in an outfit and they all look just right. She is so effortlessly fly. To be honest, I sometimes watch American idol justto see her.
I've read somewhere that looking a little dirty makes you look sexy. I disagree.There's a thin line between sexy and sleazy and for me,the only way to avoid the latter is by looking neat, fresh, and clean.
Lady Gaga - A for effort. A for sacrifice. A for creativity. A for balance (try wearing 10-inch heels). A for consistency.
 

Runners-up would be:
Emma Roberts, Michelle Williams, Queen Latifah, Hilary Duff, and Sienna Miller.
The woman I admire the most though when it comes to dressing-up is my mother Flores Tilao. Her style is classic, conservative, lady-like. My mother, my fashion icon.


“I don't understand how a woman can leave the house without fixing herself up a little - if only out of politeness. And then, you never know, maybe that's the day she has a date with destiny. And it's best to be as pretty as possible for destiny.”
― Coco Chanel -

Monday, October 1, 2012

Fooding (Desserts and Pizza)

Hello Monday!

So, the plan was to start dieting today but I have to hold it off because my niece, Isla Isabelle, is going back to the US, I will probably just stuff my face with food just to go through today, and tomorrow too.

I have been fooding for a month and a few days. I can't help it! I'm living at my brother's apartment where rice is snack and coke is water! Promise! This weekend though is different because it was dessert feast, and i've tried stuff for the first time. Here they are:

 Leche Flan Cake from Red Ribbon. It was raining so hard and I was really craving for cake so I was soaking wet when we (cousin and I) get there. I didn't expect it to be delicious to be honest. The roll is filled with leche flan. It's sweet and creamy. Php 280 - Whole Roll



I went to IT Park with Cheche (future sister-in-law, mother of Isla), my cousin Titi, and of course, Isla. My brother Kab had to work and we went there with him. We just rode a taxi home. We had desserts at La Marea (The Walk). My cousin and I had Warm Brownie Cups (white choco and classic choco), Cheche had Brazo de Mercedes (which has a really odd form, with flambeed cream on top), Isla had Banana Cake (which was warmed). As expected, everything's delicious. I mean, I've been there a few times. Their cakes cost about Php 100-150. Cheche had me try Mochi, she bought one each of all flavors - 6 of them. My favest is choco. They each cost Php 60. It's ice cream inside palitaw. A piece is probably enough for a normal person but for me, 3 are. Hehe..BTW, Chamomile Tea really goes well with cakes. It's better than coffee - thanks Che for the recommendation!

Another of Cheche's recommendation. French Macaroons from Vanille. I bought 4 pcs. Flavors were recommended by the waitress; choco, vanilla, cookies n cream, hazelnut. It's way different from our macaroons here. I love it but I think it's expensive at Php40 for an inch of sweet something. Still you guys should try it.

Anxiety leads to pizza delivery. Ha-ha! I don't know if Cheche's really hungry or she's just anxious because she and Isla will leave for the US tomorrow. Im pretty sure it's the latter. Ü..  It arrived an hour after we called, which was ok because the phone operator told us that they had a lot of delivery that night. Monalisa and Da Vinci's Masterpiece - 12' cost Php 200+ (our bill was 400+).
Now, I'm eating the leftover. It's cold and I love it. Yes, I love cold pizza and I know most of you find that weird.

Anyway, hours more to go. At 4pm, we'll all go to the airport. Isla and Cheche will leave us. I will miss both of them. I can feel a tear about to fall so I'll stop writing now.