Tuesday, April 29, 2008


i give up!

the whole weekend, i taught Matty how to play the guitar. Oh, ummm.. his mom gave the guitar to me last Sunday night - it was really a "really!?" moment! haahhaah! and it was sooooo embarrassing! Gosh! i think she likes me! hahahaahha!

so anyway, since he's really been bugging me what my dream guy's like so i told him finally last Friday that it's someone who knows how to play the guitar, you know the rocker type and so, he begged (promise) me to teach him.. and i did.. and it brought me to exhaustion, boredom, and disappointment.. he got few of the simplier chords but most of them are just too hard for him! and the sound is soooo irritating, promise!

he really tried hard, i could see his effort but sadly, it's not just for him.. and so since i couldn't tell it to his face, i texted him.. when he got the text message, he said, "nitext ka?".. and i said "o, ayaw kalain ha.. basaha lang.."

i think he also realized that music's definitely not for him so niundang xa.. hahahaha! i mean, he doesn't need to do that to let me love him more no! hahahaha! i love him more as the more intellectual half of our relationship.. char!


Wednesday, April 23, 2008


So, i've been writing about Matty and about him being all that, and i also talked about him to my sibs and folks.. everyday, i can't help but compare other guys to him and i talk about how lucky i am again.. and then i see guys with eyeglasses and i talk about him some more.. and then there are his messages and kilig2 dayon then i talk about him again.. and then i pray and talk to God about him again..
am i gushing too much about him??
have i lost my cool? have a turned into a mushy-mushy girlfriend! just like that? gosh it's so tragic! hahahaha!


The only thing that matty asked me to do is to text him every morning before i go to work. that's the only thing.. he said that it's not only to let him know that im safe but to make him smile every morning also. apparently, all my "goshes" and "halas" amuse him! he said he can't live a day without hearing me say my favorite word, "gosh!".. hahahahaha!
My gosh! i think that the word says it all. when you're frustrated, you say gosh. when you're surprised, you say gosh. when you're supery dupery happy, you say gosh. and then when you see your friend's boyfriend with someone else, you say gosh again.. gosh, gosh, gosh, gosh.. i think it's more meaningful than "char".. diba? 
oh and btw, my fave word isn't "gosh"..

Saturday, April 19, 2008


Today, Matty and I chased Julie's BB (bicycle bakery - as we both call it) in the busy streets of Panagdait. And it was soooo fun.. My room is at the 3rd floor, and we had to run downstairs! He took pictures of our sweaty faces and I just uploaded it in Multiply! hahaha!


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Soooo Not Ready!

Jayson and I were roommates in college that's why we're supery dupery close..one of his "flaws-in-desguise" is his "48-years" bathing! as in dugay jd kaayo and i really didn't mind then but last Sunday, i was already sooo hungry. and so i got mad.. i was silent during the whole jeepney ride.. whahahaha! drama2!
*** the situation made me realize that a person really needs to love the person she/he is marrying.. it can't just be like half-love or something.. and it scared me.. i am soooo not ready to get married!***
oh and btw, to make-up for his little fault, he paid for my lunch! hahahahahhaha!


Thursday, April 3, 2008

..... ♥

coz he amazes me! i love my boyfriend.. i just love him..