Birthday Blog

OMG! I missed a birthday blog this year. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! Anyway, think it's still August. :)

I'm 31!!! My gosh! And yes, despite my not-so-baby fats, I FEEL FAB. I almost always do. I don't when I'm cooking Crispy Pata and the oil is splattering explosively on me and I get burns which turn into scars and I smell fried. Anyway, I get my reward after so I don't mind. Briane doesn't mind either. He still kisses me even when I look like the Crispy Pata itself. I hope he doesn't change. hehe..

There's a huge difference between being 29 and being 30. Funny because I didn't feel the same when
I was 28 and then when I turned 29. I guess it's the change of decade. Right now, I'm much more in a hurry. There's a lot of things I want to do with just very little time. I want to travel with Briane but that'd mean saving, which would take time. At the same time I want to have a kid because I'm 31 and my chance is getting slimmer by the minute. And we all know THAT needs the grandest preparation. Tsk. AAAHHHHHHH! PRESSURE!!!

Yes, I'm ready to be a mother.
I want to be a mother.
I think I will be a great mother.

So in conclusion: THE EARLY 30s ARE A BITCH!

Still, just like always, I don't have the right to whine. I'm probablyl one of the most blessed people in the world (Thank you God, You are the greatest). I am just being human. I feel the pressure. And I hate it. I guess, it's better than being numb and oblivious.

So in celebration of what could be the most stressful year of my life, here's a picture of my very stressed self:

mwuahahahahaha!

'Til my next birthday! xxx

My 30th Birthday Pictures

I would like to share with you guys pics from my recent 30th birthday! I celebrated it a lot of times and the conclusion was last Saturday's disco where I danced like there's no tomorrow, my bones are still aching! Whew!

Thirty years on earth is something. I am excited for the future! I can't wait to be 40! Enjoy! xxx

AUGUST 10, 2013

my brother, Kab, treated me to lunch on my birthday! Thanks Kab!!!

This was at Crab King, a Singaporean style restaurant. I told the waiters that it's my birthday and voila, special treatment! Or maybe they're really just nice.. Ü.. Anyway, this is a huge, HUGE crab and it's delish but pricey.

On the night of my birthday, I treated myself to my first love: ROCK N ROLL!!! My friends Vanessa Rhea Labesig and Douey Joy Cagud went to the Tanduay T5 Party. It's in an open field and there was a lot of people. I came to see my favorites Wolfgang and Rico Blanco! I had a blast! Remember Woodstuck? Yup, it felt like it!

Rock N Roll means oily, make-up free face! hahahaha!

AUGUST 11, 2013

I went to see my family in Cagayan de Oro city the next day. This is my birthday cake! It's from Red Ribbon. This is huge and it's cheap at Php 650. We just bought flowerettes. Oh and btw, I was the one who put the candles that's why it's crooked. Decorating isn't my niche.

and the obligatory cake pose! hahahaha! my ate (elder sister)  had dinner catered! thanks te! This is the pic I uploaded on WIWT.

my cousin Hazel, my aunts Jean and Teresa, and my uncle Rey

my cousins dj and damdam - they've grown!!!

This moment right here is priceless. These are my siblings.. I don't know what to do without them..

AUGUST 12, 2013

and the queen of my heart, my mother! I had fun taking pics of her while we're in the hotel. She's the strongest person I know.

 

This is at Seda Hotel. There's triple red alert but it didn't stop us from having fun! My family is the best! Of course we miss our Papa, but I know he's just right there with us, having fun as well! Ü

 

August 17, 2013

And the disco at MO2! It was a bomb! I had to take my shoes off! Actually, I didn't really dance. I was jumping and jogging and shouting - all at the same time! hahahaha! Van gave me my tiara - it was so pretty! It suited douey more but it was mine so I wore it!

Again, THANK YOU!!! It was my best birthday, more than anything because I was with my family! My family rocks! And just like the cliche, I must have done someone right to deserve them.. Godpseed! xxx

Im 29 II!

Well, I didn't really get my wish (refer to my previous 2 blogs) but let's just say, we're ok. We can make it! hehe..  Plus there are these people who loves me so much -family and friends! im overwhelmed! Thank you Lord! I AM HAPPY! hehe..

*WE HAD BEER FOR BREAKFAST (UNTIL NOON)! WE WERE SO DRUNK THAT JULIE AND SLY WERE LATE FOR WORK TONIGHT*

A Message From "LLEH"

"Ad2 ko karn sa ako sis,mao pa pag out nako..tc sa imo pag uli..amping pirmi mwahhh.."

model boyfriend award!!! NOW, IM FURIOUS!

I'm 29!

"i don't know ther.. i know im a very blessed person (obviously).. but i realize that no matter how many blessings you have, if that one particular blessing you really want to have isn't yours, then the others are just like nothing.. and then there's my father who's always been the very first person to greet me sa akong birthday.. oh i miss him so much.. haaayy.. gosh i soooo want to cry! life is hard! or probably this is just the AGE talking.. hehe.."

Yes, I just quoted myself. I was emailing one of my closest and truest friends Therese.So, drumrolls please..I AM NOT HAPPY. I feel young, I think I look fab, but I am not happy.
Love sucks. If I had not fallen in love, I wouldn't be sad today. Yes, the person I love doesn't love me anymore and he doesn't even care. I don't think he even remembers my birthday. And it hurts, BIG TIME! How could one person ruin everything? Why am I forgetting all these great things in my life because he's treating me bad? I know it's my fault and I'm suppose to learn to be patient (it's suppose to be what I should learn from this situation, my friends told me) but how long will I suffer? How long 'til he loves me again?

My only wish, is for him to love me, like the way he used to.. But it's not happening.. Not today, Aug 10, 2012.. Maybe not ever.. Oh that'd be sad..

--(written straight from my desk at work)-- MY COLLEAGUES JUST SANG A BIRTHDAY SONG FOR ME! awww... thanks guys!