Tuesday, March 18, 2008


To my Multiply contacts.. coz I've been bombarding them with pictures of me and Matty, well, of Matty.. I even have a whole album of his face there. Obsessed? Nope.. In love? YES!

This is too much. I gotta stop. Ha-ha! I love you Matty (yeah, he reads my blog - secretly!)!!!!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I'm Talking About Love.. And Some More..

My Gosh!

Ok.. So, as what i've written in my previous entry, MATTHEW is the name of that guy in James Patterson's novel, SUZANNE's DIARY FOR NICOLAS. I read that book last year.
last night, i read my last year's diary and in there, i wrote, "someday, im gonna find my very own matthew.." 
I couldn't remember writing that thought, or even thinking that thought! hahahahah!
is this a sign or something? is my boyfriend Matthew actually THE "matthew" that i was hoping to meet?????
Geee.. it's giving me goosebumps.. just amazing.. 

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Oh, That Name!

Matthew Dallas - the name of the lead actor of KYLE XY (one of my favorite TV shows)
Matthew Fox - the name of the lead actor of LOST (one of my favorite TV shows)
Matthew Rhys  - the name of actor who portrayed the role of Kevin Walker in BROTHERS AND SISTERS (one of my favorite TV shows)
Matthew - the name of the son of one of the residents in Wisteria Lane (DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES - one of my favorite TV shows)
Matthew - the name of Mark Ruffalo's character in 13 GOING ON 30 (one of my favorite movies of all time)
Matthew - the name of the lead character of James Patterson's novel entitled, Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas
Matthews - the brand of the pair of shoes I recently bought at CMG
MATTHEW - the name of the most understanding and most patient individual in this planet! and believe me, if you're dealing with me, you really need a lot of these! my boyfriend! hahahahahah!
Oh, and he's the most intelligent, btw - well, second to my father, that is.. hahahaha!

so, there!

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Our Story

he saw me first at my drabbest.. promise! I remember that day, I was just wearing one of my 90-yr-old PJs and i was ranting about how hot that day was, i was sweating like a pig - that was summer of last year. i remember him being so nice.. days after that i received a text message from  him.. and then probably a month after, we had our first date.. we dated for 3 months and then September 2007, there was "us"..  
the relationship gave me a hard time, especially because then i was at my busiest! OTs, my friends, and the band.. until one day, he told me that i wasn't making time for the relationship so I had no choice, I ended it - i had a blog entry entitiled, "and then he's gone", "perfection", and, the few other blog entries after that, i was talking about him. He was just too "perfect" i couldn't keep up. so there.. but even after that we still saw each other once in a while.. actually, often.. hehehe.. then i realized that not being in a relationship is far more complicated.. and then i said my last goodbye. it was final.. or so i thought..
we never had communication after valentines day. i mean, he didnt't text me so i didn't text him. after we broke up, i wouldn't text him unless he textes me first - it's to do with delikadesa - im a girl! hahahah! so there.. and then last week, he just showed up at my doorstep and told me he needed and he wanted me back.. and at that moment, i realized that i needed and i wanted him back too.. so there.. it happened.. kami napod.. hehehe..